...and I'm back. Again.

A bunch of you are going to tl;dr this post for sure, but I'm still going to commend you tremendously for clicking on the link and getting this far. Well done! See, Thomas? I do update this thing. Characteristically over a month since my last post, but still.

I am nothing, if not consistent.

I love the smell of rain... It seems like this feeling washes over me at this time of the year.

Not that the sun hasn't been good to me.

A few days ago, I spent a day at Washington Square Park. The sky was a clear blanket of blue...not a cloud in sight. And whenever it's that hot, the park gets taken over by interesting people.

An Asian graduate, posing for his tourist parents in his robe. He must have been boiling.
A burnt-out guitarist...or five.
 A lady yelling obscenities at anybody walking past.
Girls in bikinis, tanning in the grass.
Kids catching pneumonia playing in the fountain as their parents watch lovingly.
Dogs, big and small.
...a little ladybug that fluttered onto my finger.

I wish I could believe in how lucky I am.

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It's been a month or so since I last posted, which is actually pretty typical of me...isn't it?

The days have been a blur, it doesn't even make sense how fast time has passed and it doesn't show any signs of slowing down.

I thought that that's what I wanted...to get things over and done with, but now I'm not so sure any more.

I think I'll go walk in the rain to clear my mind.

I sort of had a crappy day today.
Nothing seemed to be going right...every thing that I had carefully prepared, sort of just - burst into flames.
Not literally. At least not this time.

I just wanted it to be over. I felt like my head would explode, or like my stomach was turning inside out.
I wanted to go home - pass out on my shikibuton, forget about it all and wake up to another day of rigorous academic study.

Hoooo-ray.

Only, that's not what happened.

Instead, I spent a good hour or so talking to Micky. Actually, more like listening...

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I know, I know.
All of my older entries are gone.
I promised to write about certain things, but I didn't. I know. I suck.
I'll do my best to address certain things in future entries.
In fact, if you want to know something...just ask. Maybe I'll write about it?

So why the change?
New year. New apartment. New goals.
∴ New blog!

I won't say it's a resolution of mine (every time I brand something with that, it's insta-FAIL) but I will promise (again) that I will try my very best to update you guys on what's been going on in my life in the city.

( So with that... )